12:03 PM | Saturday, August 07, 2010
days of happiness.
another week has past. true enough,no floorball,i feel weird.
kind of get more time to stay at home,but it's the kind of no floorball don't feel like staying home kind of feeling.
like want to keep going out to keep my boredom off.
monday-was good,s&w played basketball instead. BEV retest was easy. and homed together with pig :)
tuesday-stayed home in the day,was sick. but met ivan,jon,gary,yank,darryl and kristin for ivan's bday at night.
wednesday-another 8-5. went to find mum and dad,head home after that.
thursday-was released at 2. but SSG was bored,so we stayed in school. collected YOG tickets for hockey. yeahhh. stayed on until 5,till we finally left. and glad,sharon,yashi,jelicia and me headed to marina square just acia to chill. haha. 4 girls 1 boy,but it was really funny!
friday-interschool floorball,my third first-placing finish for this whole year,and it all has ITE on the medals. went out with pig for lunch,headed home and out to NUS for the first olympic flame to hit SINGAPORE! the whole event was like NDP,but it was super coool. nice fireworks and stuffs! head home with jer,jy,glenden,clarice,kiki and py!
that's my one whole week. now for a 3 day weekend.
can't wait for service today. feeling so disconnected from God this whole week.
keep asking God,am i doing the right thing? but really couldn't recognise His voice.
but it doesn't take one service to hear from God,it takes all those QT's that i need to do,to really hear God's word clearly.
last week of school coming right up. and o levels are coming.
have to just keep pressing on,even if i need to go through all this by myself.
God,please help me.
i really don't know what to do at times. i keep on pondering why. and when i see and met up with you ytd,i felt happy but all of a sudden,really down. maybe i'm selfish,but i just feel this whole ordeal really tough. so hard to come by. it gives me the feeling that i'm waiting for something that might not even happen. but i just don't blame you,knowing you've got your own problems.
this ain't going anywhere,i need to stop it before i'm all over it.